星期日, 十二月 30, 2012

Goondbye, 2012.

Time flies
The present is gone in the blink of an eye
And
The future is far approaching and will become the past in no time.

 I am the One who always complains about how time crawls and files
I couldn't hold the precious time for twice
Once, brows raised in delight and you told me:
"The truth is a moment is eternity."

In this way, precious time is not limited to the tolling of the eternal clock.




所有开心与不开心 愉快与不愉快
就此落幕

 又是一场完美演出
 
感谢 让我笑着演完2012这一场
没有中途离席

即使 这是一部不叫座的剧本
 但 我骄傲的演完。

未完待续。下一场



Goodbye, 2012.
Welcome, 2013.
My Eighteen.


星期一, 十二月 24, 2012

BP25

“我能给你什么?作为一个前辈……”

昨晚 我告诉了一个愿意倾听的人
“我脱离团体生活了 从此”

可是 我想没有人晓得 我不甘心就这样放手
我舍不得、放不下 
你们那些后辈
看着你们在营里流的汗水、泪水
脸上露出疲惫、无奈、沮丧的表情
我好心疼。真的

从来 没想过从你们那里得到什么回报
只希望 你们能从我这里拿走一点什么
很成功地 你们从我这里拿走了 关怀、关爱及关心

小的 我不是什么超级无敌聪明的老学记
我能做的 只有念一些对你们营会没有帮助的废话
做一些小小的卡片
发一些信息 和
一个拥抱。

再一次 对你们说一声谢谢
很庆幸 你们是我小的
那么听话、那么优秀
陪我走过没有末日的2012
让我分担你们的快乐、悲伤、忧愁

没有长不大的不成熟 只有不能变老的回忆

 我拥有的不仅仅是回忆
还有 你们散发出来的热情 和拥抱后的余温……



我爱你们
:)

星期四, 十二月 13, 2012

思念是一種病

病了 而且不輕
當劇烈的頭痛、發燒、嘔吐、肩膀酸痛等令你極度不舒服 
輕易地被醫生的一句“睡眠不夠。”和看病錢打敗時
總會在心裡說 沒必要把自己搞得那麼糟糕

12.12.12
很對不起一個人 原本是要陪你、聽懂你的
可是 卻換作你來關心我
病了就別出門
可是 我不想錯過見面的機會
因為 我知道你這個時候很需要傾聽
 而且 也沒想過自己的情況可以糟糕成那副德行
對不起。聊了不多
下一次 還有機會吧?

其實 我有特點了首歌給你聽
不曉得 你察覺得到沒

 思念是一種病 

當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊 我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭

一輩子有多少的來不及 發現已經失去最重要的東西
恍然大悟早已遠去 為何總是在犯錯之後 才肯相信錯的是自己
他們說這就是人生 試著體會
試著忍住眼淚 還是躲不開應該有的情緒
我不會奢求世界停止轉動 我知道逃避一點都沒有用
只是這段時間裡 尤其在夜裡 還是會想起難忘的事情
我想我的思念是一種病 久久不能痊癒

*當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊 我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭
 時常感覺你在耳後的呼吸 卻未曾感覺你在心口的鼻息
 (Oh 思念是一種病 Oh 思念是一種病 一種病)

汲汲營營忘記身邊的人需要愛和關心 藉口總是拉遠了距離
不知不覺無聲無息 我們總是在抱怨事與願違 卻不願意回頭看看自己
想想自己 到底做了什麼蠢事情 也許是上帝給我一個試煉
只是這傷口需要花點時間 只是會想念過去的一切
那些人事物會離我遠去 而我們終究也會遠離變成回憶

多久沒有說我愛你 多久沒有擁抱你所愛的人
當這個世界 不再那麼美好 只有愛可以讓他更好
我相信 一切都來得及 別管那些紛紛擾擾
別讓不開心的事 停下了腳步 就怕你不說 就怕你不做
別讓遺憾繼續 一切都來得及


看看吧 希望你看懂我想說什麼
特喜歡一句 “時常感覺你在耳後的呼吸 卻未曾感覺你在心口的鼻息”
-Dont going after LUST
But remember the moment when we met
You stayed in my hug-
 
五月天的演唱會結束后 我們好好地擁抱吧
以後 會想念你的
當 你我都在不同的地方生活
想起這首歌
苦澀回憶都會甜美
對吧?

陳彩芥 加油!

以後 我不隨便讓自己病了
除了 患上思念
它 是一種病




P/S: Luna小瓜,我去睡了啦。別擔心了~

星期五, 十二月 07, 2012

Happy Graduation...

是的 兩天前我畢業了。

看著面書一個又一個畢業感言、照片、感慨、承諾……
什麽跟什麽

怎麼
我沒有感覺
畢業給我的感覺只是平時通了電話之後時間到了,說再見
那麼簡單、那麼淡然
就像之前小學畢業一樣

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兩天前 考完最後一張考卷
朋友要我在校服上簽名、留言之類的
“有什麽意義?”
 我知道 我這一句話很掃興
不過 實在是沒什麼感覺

紀念 這回事
有回憶在心裡當印記就是最好的證明 不是嗎?
幹嘛要用那種掛在衣櫥會生灰塵的東西來說服我?
(我真的很討厭“生灰塵”這件事)

結果 我得不到我想要的
卻送出了我想送的
然後
匆匆地回家
 
 留下遺憾。再見

“畢業快樂。”
我只對我想說的對象說

之後
我就要隱居了
除了升學展、和家人出外
其他的 不想參與。
除非 你真的叫得動我

就這樣 一切明年見
 讓我頹廢一整個月吧
之後
明年 整裝出發
我的新生活
:)
 
 


星期三, 十一月 28, 2012

U said : It's worth remembering....

我廢了兩天…

X__X

其實 也沒有啦
星期二那天很開心
雖然 表面好像很坦然
嘴上說著累
可是 真的,很開心

電影 不怎麼好看
覺得有點浪費錢
壽司不怎麼好吃 因為爆米花讓我快吐了
味覺有點失靈
但是 只要是跟你在一起晃著一整天 就覺得值得

“朋友嗎?我覺得比較像是我想保護的妹妹。”

我說 以後要帶你ghaighai
後來你問我 要去哪裡了
結果 忘了

隨便吧 想去哪就去哪

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*phone homepage*

:)

Not A Secret, Shhhhhh.....

星期四, 十一月 22, 2012

Music v.s. Loneliness

掛著耳機 
讓聲音的能量去碰撞空氣中的微粒子 相互撞擊 
然後正中紅心 擊中耳膜
同時 那股正能量……

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最近
過得挺孤單的
除了統考的小休 有著一條小馬尾陪著
剩下的時間 我是孤身一人……

乘著歸家的老巴士
兩人並肩坐著
除了 再也普通不過的幾句話
傳入耳朵里的只剩下引擎聲 以及 寂靜

空氣在我倆的耳際間徘徊
曾幾何時 彼此間的歡笑聲 一點都不剩了?
好懷念 
又能怎樣
你有自己的想法 即使我是個固執、自以為是的白羊
也不能一輩子左右你的決定
因此 這段時候學會收聲

望著 那一副熟悉的臉龐
卻是自己不熟悉的表情
我深深地吸了一口氣
心裡是難過的 但總覺得這一切只是比較早發生而已
就算現在不發生 以後也會悄悄地來

人嘛 總不能需要人陪
也要有自己的空間
想要成功 不是別人手把手扶著

我 也會長大 
肌肉也會發達

爲了讓自己舒服點 我掛上耳機
讓自己投入一個又一個被不同的樂器編織出來的音符
即使不熟悉那些音符
但 裡頭的正能量除了擊中耳膜
也打動人心

還有 至少我的音是准的……
僅此 也罷

我笑了。
我們還是朋友 對吧?

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If you ask me, what is a friend? I will tell you, it is someone with whom you dare to be yourself and the one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
Promise me, you're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.

For my dear moon.

:')

星期六, 十一月 17, 2012

Goodbye

現在 依舊能

不必去管天有多高
放肆地大哭大鬧
任性地不接受勸告
摔一跤然後害怕跌倒
沒有顧慮地大笑
讓心情忽低忽高
把日夜顛倒
隨心所欲地逃跑
         
就算還好。

眼角還有淚珠 還能感受一切
就還好。

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我決定離開 往更好的
把手握牢 
把自由找到
 然后和難過一筆勾銷


星期二, 十月 23, 2012

Erm..... I m expressing.....

Seventeen years ago, my daddy and mummy brought me to this world with blessings on 14 April. They gave me a name and life. My life, I walk through my own way (I called it Shu Cheng's way). If you ask me what do I really want in my life, I would like to tell you, which is all about dream.

Everyone has a dream but no one keeps on moving until the end. But, I always tell myself, I should and I can. My dream is I want to stand on the land of Alaska, US. I want to witness the beauty of nature-----aurora borealis ( Nothern Lights ).

Once, I watched a TV programme which was about traveling. The host was wearing a thick wind jacket, she walked in the snow and she sat in the snow and waited for something. Actually, I had no idea why she stupidly sitting there and waiting.....? No idea at all but i wanted to know what was the thing that worth waiting for.

Soon, the dark blue sky was decorated by different colors. The lights were dancing gracefully in the dark night. It's a breathtaking view. It's amazing.

The days after that, I told myself, I will go there. (My tears might roll while it is happening in front of me.)

Even though I dont have the ability now to send myself there and I dont know how to achieve my dream but I am not hestitated in achieving it.





"Nature is powerful so if you treasure nature, that will also mean that you treasure life."

星期一, 九月 24, 2012

Unsinkable...

It's a life, with loud heart-beating, breathing lively, hope and expect to born to this world, to take his first breath of oxygen. While he is inhaling the first breath of oxygen, it has started----- The Real Life, just like climbing.

He moves the first step as the starting point. Once he steps across, can only look forward. No turning back, no reversing. He is at the foot of mountain. Big and safe space. With his family members, he moves smoothly and gracefully. His family members especially his parents always give him the helping hands, teach him how to move steadily. Even he falls, they always there, encourage him to keep on moving. Soon, he reaches waist of the mountain.

Now, he can move more stable. He advances bravely. His parents try to urge to stay but he is deaf to the warns. He keeps on moving forward until he has lost his way. Luckily, he meets a group of people, act as a compass, to guide and lead him to the right path. Sometimes, it is a rainy day. It is hard to take the steps and he is exhausted. He stops and rests.

While he is climbing higher, the road is narrower. He moves carefully. He is hurt, but he takes his adventure. He tries harder and he never gives up. Keep on climbing, keep his faith until he discovers..........




The beauty of his faith. The UNSINKABLE FAITH.

星期四, 九月 20, 2012

Schoolmates ≠ Friends

“扣除物理、化學、生物、高數……還有隨便蛤啦幾句
還有什麽話題是可以真心交談的?”

這句話 震撼到我了
那答案 我沒想過 甚至是說不敢去尋找
但 心底很清楚地知道 那答案究竟是什麽

成長中的每一個階段 交的朋友一直在換臉孔
不是我選擇
而是 總有那麼幾個在那一個時期特別談得來
之後 又換了
又是另一群 結果 又是另一群……另一群……另一群…………

“這一輩子 不可能找到一個能永遠真心交談的。”

我懂了。
徹底懂了。也醒了。

要哭的 在學校也哭完了
要說的 在學校也說完了

我們真的疏遠了 真的……

結果 回到家
光顧一個自己很喜歡的部落格
聽到那一首歌 我又哭了
真的 感動了

朋友 不是沒有
只是 真心相守的沒幾個。






偶爾 一個微笑 一個擁抱
很催淚 因為那一顆真心真的累了

謝謝你 至少讓我覺得真的 擁有。

星期一, 九月 17, 2012

Is it a banned word?

Sun rises, sun sets; rain falls, rain stops; one borns, and also the one is gone. Death, it is an ordinary word and it is also a situation when someone leaves and disappears from this world. Seperated in life and death comes in nature but someone blames it sometimes. They call death as a banned word especially the ages. They told the youngs and advised them not to speak it out often. Gradually, a banned word is not only a word anymore, it becomes a frame of mind. It makes us afraid and cowardice in front of the end of our life. We are afraid to leave this world with nothing but all of us forget the most important thing-------we actually come from nothing without memories and we should leave with nothing and back to the initial, I called it heaven.


星期六, 八月 25, 2012

For Luna Tee



才不介意妳又忽略我 眼睛忙著儲存妳笑容
妳身邊那麼多愛妳的朋友 我哪會遺憾什麼

只在乎妳偶爾的沉默 耳朵聽見有暗潮洶湧
有沒有什麼心事要對我說 我已等候那麼久

快樂時妳不用分心想起我 難過時請一定記得聯絡我
讓我分享妳的苦 帶走妳的憂愁 我覺得這樣 也算擁有

只在乎妳偶爾的沉默 耳朵聽見有暗潮洶湧
有沒有什麼心事要對我說 我已等候那麼久

快樂時妳不用分心想起我 難過時請一定記得聯絡我
讓我分享妳的苦 帶走妳的憂愁 我就擁有妳 一些些什麼

快樂時妳不用分心想起我 難過時請一定記得聯絡我
讓我分享妳的苦 帶走妳的憂愁 我只求這樣 把妳擁有

星期五, 八月 24, 2012

Evil v.s. goodness

Evil, Satan's personification. Just like the beast in cage, having bad manners while having bad ideas. It swallows your pure heart, little by little. At last, it explodes like a volcano. You are the one who sinks into lava, suffers the consequences. But, all of these will be nutrient one day. The past will be gone and there is another beginning to start one's new life if one knows the wrongdoings. Niceness comes after storm, goodness comes after faults. Confucius said, "Man at birth is fundamentally good in nature.", goodness is living with you since you are born. So, why do you hide it? 

Goodness is not only depending on donating a lot of money but it is shown when one is really willing to help who's really in need.


Truth, goodness and beauty
The conditions that this world need
Make these as your priority
When you are doing something.

星期一, 七月 30, 2012

倉頡

一顆葡萄有多甜美 用盡了所有的 圖騰和語言 描寫
想一個人有多想念 那又是文字失效瞬間

結一個紀念的繩結 記錄你離去後 萬語和千言 瓦解
升起了慌張的狼煙 我遺落在最孤獨史前 的荒野

多遙遠 多糾結 多想念 多無法描寫 疼痛 和瘋癲 你都看不見
想穿越 想飛天 想變成 造字的倉頡 寫出 能讓你快回來 的詩篇

一隻蝴蝶有多鮮豔 能不能飛越過 猜忌和冷漠 世界
給你的簡訊和留言 說不清萬分之一追悔

當星宿都沉沒山岳 只盼你會抬頭 看我寄託的 彎月
當一個文明即將熄滅 有什麼證明你我存在 的歲月

多遙遠 多糾結 多想念 多無法描寫 疼痛 和瘋癲 你都看不見
想穿越 想飛天 想變成 造字的倉頡 創造 能讓你想起我 的字眼

多遙遠 多糾結 多想念 多無法描寫 疼痛 和瘋癲 你都看不見
想穿越 想飛天 想變成 造字的倉頡 寫出 能讓你快回來 的詩

需要你 需要你 需要你 想逆轉時間 回到 最開始 有你的世界
想穿越 想飛天 想變成 造字的倉頡 寫出 讓宇宙能重來 的詩篇
天雨粟 鬼夜哭 思念漫太古

*用心聆聽 就會曉得有多麼動人。
那一把聲音 那一個團體 一次又一次的感動

星期一, 七月 16, 2012

PR is just around the corner.....

Hey, guy!
Look at my eyes
Don't be shy
I am going to give you some advise:

If one has the chance to go back to the past and change it whenever one wishes, there will be no regrets, life can be perfect, and also meaningless. If one has the power to manage a country but misuses his influence to bribe, of course his money wise would be perfect but the practicality is meaningless.

Bribery----an action that one takes money which is not belong to him. The amount of money can be a big amount or just a small amount. These cases are happening in any places and also all countries. The one who takes this action always is the one who has power, like the government.

Government----the protector of nation, the leader of one's country. They should be trusty and responsible. People's benefits is always the priority. But some of the government officers don't think so. They always remain their benefits before coming to a conclusion. To gain wealth, they are planning to get the money "by hookily or by crookily". The ugliest side of them----GREEDY.

People are always the victims. Anywhere, we can prevent it. Leader is the one chosen by people. Mahatma Gandhi wrote:"Because I am their leader. I must follow them." If the leader cannot follow, we have the chance to change the outcome.

Choose a leader who can listen to your heart, lead the country. The eudomon, sacrifice for nation, really for nation and not for himself. The eudemon, spend his time for others, really for others and not for himself. The eudemon, burn himself to give light and warm to us, really for us and not for himself. So, let the eudemon be your leader. Vote, as you are wise; ballot against those, as you are right.

Shhh...... Listen to your heart. Bloody smell concealed in these policy ocean swish into the depth of you heart. Have you discovered it? Smelly, disgusting? All of us are meats for the sarcophilous sharks. If you want to survive, perish them.

by the soul which is unwilling to surrender

星期一, 六月 04, 2012

小學程度的愛情

愛 很簡單?

依然期待、等待
那還未遇見的你
多麼想知道
在你面前 會是個怎樣的自己
改變? 還是原封不動的?

已遇見?
如是以郵票和信封的原理
我想 我是真的想常粘著你
但 現在的我 卻不想為任何人改變

未來 還有一大片 更遼闊的
我又何必那麼迫不及待的呢?



郵票 對信封說:「是你讓我有了涵義」。
信封 對郵票說:「是你讓我能夠飛行」。

他們說:「讓我們從此緊緊黏在一起吧... 」
這就是所謂愛情嗎?:) 













搞不好 我愛的是郵差-.-


星期六, 五月 26, 2012

得来不易的……

小时候 一颗糖 就能开心很久
躲在书橱后 让人找不到
越不想被找到 就越容易被发现
一切都好简单
纯真 知足 快乐 天真 无邪

渐渐地
看的东西越广 越多烦恼住进心里
那简单的快乐 却被尘封在旧照片 回忆里

这回 躲在无人角落
不想让人找到
别人就会渐渐忘记你 不再被歌颂 不再被记起

幸福 那原本握在手里的东西
却变成人类无法满足的虚荣、贪心

你知道吗?
心脏的功能 有一部分是拿来装悲伤的
这就是为什么大家的心脏越长越大
既然如此 虚荣和贪心为什么还装得进去?

你 幸福吗?
你 快乐吗?
你 惜福吗?

幸福可以很简单 却 又总是那么难














得来不易的……

是幸福